[Mountain peak. Hot pot. See you there]
[What??]
[Just kidding. There's a meteor shower tonight. Come quick]
[It's raining. Watch what meteor shower?]
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"The Secret of the World" -Xing Zhaolin, Lin Kaixin
♫ I still remember that time on the mountain peak ♫
♫ watching the shooting stars with you, I was so engrossed in watching you ♫
♫ I forgot if it was raining or clear ♫
♫ I really want to figure out your heart ♫
♫ to be presumptuously sweet, our shadows ♫
♫ will blend together ♫
♫ I am certain (I am certain) this is the dream I want ♫
♫ It can prove (it can prove) the stars shot across the sky, wo~ ♫
♫ I really want to accompany you, accompany you to cross every mountain ♫
♫ accompany you, accompany you to cross every river ♫
♫ I will accompany you to sit on the soft clouds ♫
♫ to watch the sunrise till sunset ♫
♫ I really want to accompany you, accompany you to cross every mountain ♫
♫ accompany you, accompany you to cross every river ♫
♫ I will forever, forever accompany you ♫
♫ to see the whole world, the whole world's secrets ♫
[Blowing in the Wind]
[Episode 23]
Are you still feeling itchy? Do you need to apply some more?
It's all right now.
You guys are acting too strangely today.
I know that you guys care about me.
Anyway, especially Bao Yun, don't you think he was even more weird today?
For example, like just now when I was bringing you to buy the medication.
He secretly followed me. I told him everything was fine and he could leave.
He wouldn't leave for any reason. It was Xu Anni who had to drag him away.
Do you think he already discovered
that he and I are brother and sister?
I'll accompany you back first and then I'll ask him.
Now?
I actually need to go to the hospital to deal with something.
Anni.
Anni. What's wrong with you?
You didn't eat anything and all the sudden wanted to come back here and wouldn't pay me attention to me.
Right now I don't want to talk to someone who's mentally handicapped. When you return to being a normal person, we can talk.
What's wrong with me?
Look at this hair of yours.
And the abnormal behavior you had at the hospital earlier.
If you're not crazy, what are you?
I just want to appear elegant in front of Lin Feng.
The brother she remembers in her heart was really cool.
The person she remembers in her heart is certainly not the outside of the person.
I'm going to ask you a very practical question.
She's going into the hospital very soon. She'll surely need a relative to sign the forms.
But he definitely won't tell his dad about this.
If you want to be a good brother,
go solve the problem of a relative signing the forms.
Anni!
Bao Yun.
You guys came back?
Did Xu Anni go back to the dorm?
Oh, right, right.
-Then... -Then...
Oh, Xia Di has something to talk to you about.
I'll go back to the dorm and get my things ready for entering the hospital tomorrow.
- What's going on? - Don't leave.
I'll tell you the details on the phone later.
Then we'll meet at the cafe. I have to go take care of something first.
But what do you have to take care of?
Don't mind what I have to do. But remember,
no matter if it's Lin Feng or Xu Anni who asks,
just say you and I are talking at the cafe.
Hello, Mom.
Mom, mom, mom, listen to me.
I don't lack anything. Don't send anything to me.
I just want to ask you something. That time when I asked you to find a way to contact my aunt. Did you find a way?
Really? That's great.
Okay, I'll wait for your news. Alright.
Good.
My Mom found a way to contact my aunt. This is the gift I can give to Lin Feng.
Isn't this the right thing to do? Can you stop being mad?
I know you have definitely forgiven me, so I have a request: Don't tell Lin Feng about this yet.
I want to give her a surprise.
Hurry, come help me zip it.
Aren't you just going to the hospital to get surgery?
Can the hospital fit these things?
Are you planning to defer studying or leave school?
You won't come back again?
No one knows what will happen later.
I'll discuss properly with my dad when I go back.
But you know his stubborn temperament too.
I'm so frustrated.
I don't care what you say to your dad.
No matter what, we grew up together.
We've been deskmates since the beginning of high school. We agreed to come to university together.
And we agreed to study the same major.
We even agreed to be one another's bridesmaids.
You've only completed half of our freshman year. And you're leaving me here. What's the meaning of this?
It's okay, don't cry.
I'm getting surgery in three days.
You can't cry now.
Don't cry.
I'll leave this with you.
You two wait for me to return.
These are all books. You hate reading books.
Then you read them. After you finish reading, I'll be back.
But I—I read books slowly.
No matter how long it takes, I will definitely return.
That's settled.
You are really on time.
I almost got to your house when you insisted on meeting here. I'm a little late after turning around.
What, I don't have the right to go to your house anymore, is that it?
I have Lin Feng now. It's better to talk at a cafe.
You still maintain your calm manner.
So much has happened and you're not willing to tell the media.
or at least his little sister, the truth about what happened in his death.
I'm sorry.
Xia Di, everyone else has confused me. I don't know what had took place exactly.
This apology I have thought about it for a long time.
It is not because of Fan Yang.
What do you mean?
That day on top of the mountain,
Fang Yang's mountaineering goggles was hit by some fallen rocks.
His vision has become blurred.
Stay there, don't move! After I have finished striking this nail in,
I'll give you my spare goggles to you! Hang in there!
During that urgent moment,
perhaps Fang Yang was afraid that I will die because of him.
Right under my nose, he cut off the rope himself.
My brother,
he cut off the rope himself?
That was my last memory.
After that, Yilu
brought me back to the campsite. Regarding to that design diagram,
it is exactly like what the Professor Yang has said. Except he said a little wrongly.
What is it?
If I really wasn't willing to submit it,
then how could I have left him push me into putting my name on it?
Because at that time he told me,
Fan Yang definitely would have wanted his work
to be made public after he put so much work into it.
At the time, an idea came to me
and that was that I would live for Fan Yang.
So afterwards, before I did many things,
I would think about what Fan Yang would do.
Fan Yang wouldn't reject you, so I didn't either.
Because I always thought like that.
I was the one who didn't save Fan Yang.
In other words, Fan Yang saved me from dying So I didn't deserve to be Xia Di.
I just deserved to do what Fan Yang would have done for others.
So,
you've been nice to me these five years,
it is because you wanted to treat me the same as my brother
and it has nothing to do with you as Xia Di?
That's right.
I don't believe it.
You've been so nice to me, it is not possible that you didn't have any feelings for me?
If it was not for Lin Feng's appearance, we should be very happy, right?
Little Lin,
our interactions in the mountaineering club wasn't that much
and my relationships with everyone in the mountaineering club were all good.
Actually, everybody treated you very well.
I am the same as everyone else. I really did not give too much thought to it.
Why are you saying these to me?
You —
You cannot not treat it as
lying to me so that I can feel better about it.
Is it also not possible like this? Is it because of Lin Feng?
You said that you didn't have the heart to hurt me before. Right now, you are able to then?
I don't believe that you are such a person.
- Little Lin, I am sorry! - Let me go!
Do you have anything else to say beside sorry?
I just want to tell you all my innermost thoughts.
I don't want to cover up anything anymore.
Only by doing this can I stop the pain I am causing for you. Can we talk somewhere else?
Senior, senior! I got the item!
I didn't think it would come so fast. The order was placed in the middle of last night and we got it today.
Could we have been a little too hasty with the content?
The colors aren't too good.
The two of us are just a couple of geeks. It's close enough.
Beside, didn't we prepared this due to Lin Feng's hospitalization?
Don't be so strict.
So many things have happened recently.
I feel like our training is something from a long, long time ago.
Don't think too much about this.
We have so many people now. Once Lin Feng comes back, we can be exactly the same as originally.
You guys go practice first. We are inviting Lin Feng now, and when she
comes, we'll act.
-Got it. We'll get going. -Go.
We'll leave now. Bye-bye.
[Gecko King]
This is the place where my brother spent so much of his energies.
And it's the place where all of us interacted the most.
I remember
the first time we met was at a hotpot restaurant.
Afterwards, we came here together.
Xiao Lin, in the final analysis, I was selfish.
All this time, I didn't really want to understand these things.
But, over the last several days, Lin Feng has woken me up.
She said I wasn't at fault. That I should find you and explain everything to you.
And apologize to you.
Little Lin, I am sorry.
The first time my brother brought me climbing,
the weather was just like this.
The first time I saw you that day, the sky was like this too.
Zheng Qianli and Zhang Xiaofei are very secretive lately. What could they be up to?
And they won't allow you, as a sick person, to go to the training grounds.
Don't forget. Before you asked for leave, the mountaineering club fought with people in other clubs.
So, after school starts, if we don't have a coach, they'll surely close us down.
So I think the biggest possibility right now
is that we ask Xia Di to come back as coach.
Hey, why are you pretending not to see us?
Hello, Xiaofei.
You guys have arrived.
They are soon here. Quickly.
- They are soon here?! - Yes.
Then you stall them. I'll quickly go down and see what the situation is.
Hurry up and go.
That is ... we are training right now.
On the way here, go to the cafeteria and get some bottles of water for us. We have a lot of people.
About 20 bottles.
All right, okay. Bye-bye.
What is it now?
They're training. They want us to go buy water. The new members are all there.
Why are those two like this?
They know very well you're sick and they want you to go carry water.
Aren't I doing pretty well right now?
Let's regard it as, the first upgrade in our equpment.
Okay, Chairman. Then let's go buy some water, okay?
Okay, then we'll plan on that. I'll wait for you at the cafe.
Goodbye.
♫ Just wanted to ask if you are okay? ♫
♫ Can you not blame me? ♫
Xiao Bai, hold that part lower.
Sister Lulu, hold that part lower too. Don't let it flap.
- That's good. Lin Feng's coming.
Get ready.
Where is everyone?
Three two one.
Lin Feng, we will wait for you to come back and crawl the mountains!
♫ The weather is a bit cold ♫
♫ Hurry back once you finish listening to this song ♫
Idiots! It is to climb the mountains and not to crawl the mountains. 登山 (Dēngshān) ,爬山 (Páshān)
♫ I’ll just wait at the door for you to come home ♫
I went to pull Fan Yang up. I pulled so many times. But I couldn't pull him up.
Fan Yang tried to pull himself up, .
but there was something wrong with the pulley. In that panicky situation,
Fan Yan might have been afraid
I'd die because of him. So, right before my eyes, he cut the rope.
Little Lin, our interactions in the mountaineering club wasn't that much
and my relationships with everyone in the mountaineering club were all good.
Actually, everybody treated you very well.
I'm the same as everyone else. I really didn't think too deeply about it.
[Beneath the snow line, there is no scenery. Above the rope path, all are brothers.]
Brother. Fan Yang. I'm not acting on impulse.
It's because of something I heard.
What?
It's something you told me. You said your teammate said it.
'Below the snowline, the conditions are calm.'
'On the ropes, we're all brothers'.
True.
Chen Yilu said that. You suddenly remembered it?
Of course I remember it. It's such a good saying.
It gives all the teammates faith, no matter the circumstances.
You're handing your life over to your teammates. With that kind of trust, everyone can grow up together.
That's a beautiful thing.
-You actually thought about it a lot. -Yes.
I was already ready to join the mountaineering club.
Brother, let me do this.
I want to do something meaningful like this with all of you.
-Okay. I approve. -Really?
-Really. -Big Brother!
Just in time, everyone plans on having hotpot. You can get to know each other.
I'll introduce you to the expert who said those words.
He's the most skillful guy in our mountaineering club.
Okay, okay.
After we eat, let's train together.
Let's go.
-What's the hurry? -Oh, right, Brother.
Huh? What's wrong?
Can I see Chen Yilu's photo?
Sure.
This is Chen Yilu. The expert.
What's wrong? Do you know him?
[Sun Liming]
Hello?
I got Yilu's contact information.
Okay.
Think of a way to get him back.
Then I'll give you the evidence.
[Below the snow line, there is no scenery. Above the rope path, we are all brothers.]
Zheng Qianli
Hello? Is this Zheng Qianli?
I want to join the mountaineering club again.
She couldn't just be wanting Chen Yilu to come back, with no real evidence?
Has the mountaineering business investor's money come through yet?
Not yet.
So I would rather be credible that it is not credible .
Oh right. You said Chen Yilu went back to the mountain rescue group?
Yes.
I want to be clean.
Going back to be a coach again cannot be more than suited for him.
Did you know?
What did I know?
Lin Feng is your sister.
How did you know? Did Xu Anni just tell you?
How did you know too?
The photo last time only showed you and your little Aunt.
I was speaking with Xu Anni and we started talking about Little Aunt and mention her name.
I found out that both Lin Fen's mom and my little Aunt are called Su Mei.
So
You dressed in such a weird way today and acted so oddly.
But why are you talking to me in this manner?
You are now my brother-in-law. Can you be more respectful to me in the future?
What are you planning to do then?
Confess the truth to Lin Feng? I'm telling you, she no doubt already welcomed you.
I am not sure too.
I'll tell you something.
She's being hospitalized tomorrow, then getting surgery.
Pretend you don't know about this.
Let's talk about it after the surgery is done.
You eat. I'll go prepare things for the hospitalization first.
Hey, wait.
Let me tell you. Lin Feng is now someone who has a brother.
If you dare treat her badly, I won't let you go.
Got it?
Didn't I clear that account already?
Then, what should I call you now?
Call me "Brother".
Uncle, did you go to visit Lin Feng today?
She is being hospitalized tomorrow.
She should be getting her surgery three days later. But the doctor said there is a high probability of success.
So don't worry.
When she gets better, I'll bring her to see you.
Don't let her come.
Actually, a lot of times,
you are just scared of the moment you see each other face-to-face.
Because both of you care so much,
why should you hurt each other because of a misunderstanding?
These words are what Lin Feng taught me.
Young man, it's not early.
I need to wipe his body down now.
Then, Uncle, I'm also going home first.
I'll get busy with Lin Feng's hospitalization matter.
All right.
What's wrong?
Can you lift me up a little? My stomach is feeling a bit painful.
Slowly, okay?
Slowly, come ... slowly.
Why is there so much blood?! Hang on, I will go and get a doctor!
I want to tell about Lin Lihai's current condition.
Go ahead.
Yesterday, we found that he has internal bleeding in his intestines.
But don't worry. He's not in danger right now.
But we can't be sure of the reason behind the bleeding yet.
We need to do a colonoscopy.
Doctor, please go ahead and tell me any concerns you might have.
This kind of bleeding is usually an indication of colon cancer.
His body is relatively weak in many ways.
This is also his second episode in the brain stem.
Once it's confirmed that he's not fit for surgery,
you must be emotionally prepared.
You are here.
Why don't you go directly to the hospital but come here first?
I was just thinking that staying in the hospital plus getting surgery
would require me to lay on that hospital bed for so many days.
I won't be able to see this scenery for so long.
So I asked you to come join me in looking the most beautiful scenery in the school.
Don't you think that all you see here is so close to us?
Feels like it's all blend in together.
Okay, I'll remember.
I'll remember the way you're next to me right now.
When you aren't able to accompany me,
I'll keep repeating this in my mind.
No, I'll always accompany you.
Mr. Sun, this is Chen Yilu's phone number.
Right now there's a new sim card in this phone.
Chen Yilu doesn't know this number, so he should pick up.
Make me something to drink.
-Hello, I'm Chen Yilu. -Hello, Yilu.
I'm Liming.
Yilu, don't misunderstand.
The reason I am looking for you is because there are new development in Fan Yang's case.
I already saw the reporting about Xia Di's plagiarism matter.
No, no, no, it's other evidence.
So you should come back so that we can discuss and plan further. Okay?
Liming, forget it.
Yilu? Hello? Hello? Hello?
Mr. Sun, didn't Young Lady Fan Lin arrange a meetup with you? Are you not going to wait for her anymore.
You wait for her here. Tell her Yilu still doesn't want to come back. See what else she wants to do.
I just came here and you already want to leave?
Aren't you in too much of a rush?
Sorry, I'm very busy.
Talk to him if you need anything.
Chen Yilu is not coming back!
How do you know?
Tell me how you contact him.
This evidence is related to Chen Yilu, only if he comes back then we can proceed to the next step.
Since you can't call him back, then I will do it myself.
Once he is back. We can all talk together.
In addition, this is currently the least expensive way for you...
to change thing around.
You can leave now.
I wish you success.
I need to pick up a call first. You guys leave first.
Hello?
Xia Di, it's me.
Can we have dinner together? I need your help with something.
What's wrong? It's not very convenient for me.
I want to get Chen Yilu back.
I can only beg you regarding this matter.
-We'll talk about it later. -Okay.
Let's go.
Who was calling earlier?
-It's work related. - Then you go take care of it first.
Afterwards go back and work on your design.
I'll escort you to the door at least.
Let's go.
About work?
Sir, please come inside.
Today I came a little early. Sit.
I feel like you're dressed
a little differently today.
What's the matter?
I want to return to the mountaineering club.
What do you mean?
No motives. Just want to go back to do rock climbing.
But today, I didn't meet you to talk about this.
I wanted to ask you to help me with something.
Don't misunderstand. This request has to do with Yilu.
Wait, I'll take a call first.
-Hello? -Where are you?
-I'm at home. Xu Anni said you went home and I don't believe her.
If you're not with Lin Feng right now, where are you?
She is the one who wanted me to go back to work on my design.
She wanted you to go so you left?
That's it then.
Excuse me.
I could only say I was at home.
Understood.
Let's order something. We can talk and eat at the same time.
Lin Feng.
You just chased away Xia Di and now you are flipping through this torn apart magazine.
After that, you have been looking at his photo. Say, are you feeling sick? (indicating she has a problem)
Of course, I am sick.
I do want him here but I am also anxious
to let him finish his design too. Otherwise it might be too late.
What is too late?
After Professor Yang clarify the issue with the competition, he also email me a document.
It's about an architectural currently hiring
I checked that the company in America behind this project is very highly regarded.
Also this year it is their first time hiring on a global scale,
Really? Then I think Xia Di should participate too.
He only need to put his name in it.
It's not that simple. It's a competitive recruitment.
This year's theme is City Skyscrapers.
The chosen candidate will become the main architect to lead a project.
But I think he probably feels his normal designs
don't quite match up with the theme. So I don't know...
But Professor Yang really wishes that he can finish design from five years ago.
Also hopes that he can get selected. But I can't talk about the competition,
yet I am also anxious.
Everyone has a secret.
Still need to keep secrets?
Bao Yun? He said earlier that he would
come with me, but I don't know where he went. He's always so mysterious.
You don't see me for a moment and you already miss me?
I wasn't missing you. I was scolding you. What on earth were you doing?
Is this how you keep Lin Fen company?
Here, let's play a game.
Playing cards?
Marbles.
-Why aren't you eating? This restaurant's dishes really aren't bad. -Okay.
Yesterday you explained everything very clearly.
Actually, I felt a long time ago that your feelings toward me weren't what I thought they were.
But when you personally said it so clearly, I still felt so sad.
After all, my life only had you in it all these years.
But after feeling bad...
now I feel oddly lighter. Isn't that strange?
Only at that moment I understand that my feelings for you
is only only one sided obsession.
It's Yilu who helped me understand this.
I used everything he has and still couldn't get it.
So I get even more anxious and insecure.
Actually, Yilu has always liked you.
This is what I saw.
I understand that too late.
He must have left and made me unable to find him
because he was very disappointed in me.
But I lied to Sun Liming about having new evidence,
to get Yilu's contact.
So you hope for me to get Yilu back?
When he left, he said that we all lost ourselves.
The day we find ourselves again, then we can face each and smile at each other.
I think that time hasn't come yet.
Then what do you wish for me to do?
Yilu is doing recruitment work for the Rock Climbing Association.
This is my savings. If I donate it using my name, he will not accept it.
So I was thinking to give it using your name.
Xiao Ling, do you want Yilu to come back?
Of course. Before, I always thought that having you made my life satisfactory.
But it was only after that I discovered
my life had traces of Yilu everywhere.
To me he is already my mental pillar.
Part of my life already.
Then I will give this to me. Is there anything else you want to say to him?
Only need to give that to him. I also wanted to do something for the Rock Climbing Association.
From now now I want to become more pure.
I found some old clothes from before.
Realize that I didn't change much lately but yet feels like I did changed a lot.
Later when I think about Lin Fen, then I understand,
I don't have those clear eyes like she has.
If I want to change, that is the starting point.
Actually you are already starting to change.
Don't worry, just give me his contact, I will try.
♫ I think of using a colored pencil to draw an entire forest ♫
♫ I think of separating from the world free from anxieties ♫
♫ I think of waiting for a meteor shower to shoot across the sky ♫
♫ I think of using both hands to make a wish silently ♫
♫ I think of water, think of fish, think of light, think of shadows ♫
♫ I think of the reason why they coexist ♫
♫ I think of the sky, think of clouds, think of wind, think of rain ♫
♫ I think of the clear sky in the alley, with just you and me ♫
♫ I think of returning to the past that can’t be returned to ♫
♫ I think of holding onto the past that can’t be held ♫
♫ I think of the milk bottle you gave me that still had your warmth ♫
♫ I think of the relationship between loneliness and growth ♫
♫ I think of who will heal my sad sentiments ♫
♫ I think of cleaning up the muddiness inside my heart ♫
♫ I think of returning to the past that can’t be returned to ♫
♫ I think of holding onto the past that can’t be held ♫
♫ I think of the milk bottle you gave me that still had your warmth ♫
♫ I think of the relationship between loneliness and growth ♫
♫ I think of who will heal my sad sentiments ♫
♫ I think of how to write down the ideal script ♫
♫ I think of how to cross over the congested crowd ♫
♫ I think of calculating the distance from beginning to end ♫
♫ I think of what ending our story will have ♫